Friday, 19 August 2016

Is FAITH the ultimate PLACEBO?

Is  FAITH the ultimate PLACEBO?
Medical fraternity is a much divided landscape when it comes to matters regarding faith. When confronted with scenarios which have thin line of demarcation between life and death, some medical practitioners stick unflinchingly to faith, to that governing supernatural force that drives the winds and rotates the earth while some rationalists turn into disbelievers and doubters and a few become outright atheists- trying to find the very essence behind the functioning of human life and its subsequent decadence leading  to death by the power of reasoning rather than leaving the burden of unanswerable questions on a figment of somebody’s imagination. 
In medicine the placebo effect plays a very important role. A placebo is a non medicated substance that has no therapeutic property but provides psychological benefit to a patient when prescribed as a medication. Studies have shown a remarkable improvement particularly in conditions involving pain management, gastric ulcers and irritable bowel syndromes when they were prescribed just placebos in the guise of a medication. The patient consumes it thinking it to be a drug, thereby tricking his brain to believe that it is a medicine and it works in helping relieve the patient’s symptoms without causing any measurable physiological effects on the body.
The American Cancer society in its article on placebo calls it the expectation effect. This means that the person taking the placebo may experience some effect as per his preconceived knowledge of what he or she expects to happen. If a person expects to feel better, that may happen. The placebo does not cause any of these effects directly. Instead, the person’s belief in or experience of the placebo helps change the symptoms, or changes the way the person perceives the symptoms.
Some people can have the placebo effect without even getting a drug or pill and may just feel better from visiting the doctor or doing something else they believe will help. This type of placebo effect seems most related to the degree of confidence and faith the patient has in the doctor or drug.

The placebo effect underlies the two most valuable lessons in the field of medicine- firstly that a human body has a natural ability to heal itself to a great extent which is highlighted even in the ancient Indian system of Ayurveda and secondly, how putting faith even in a non-pharmacological substance can go a long way in affecting the prognosis.
In theory it is often presumed that the patient always has the faith on the consultant and the medication he prescribes but in practices, a truly compliant patient is a rarity. Thanks to google, patients are becoming smarter and now have information at their fingertips but as they say, “Half knowledge can be dangerous”, to which some of my professors would spontaneously add, “...and at times, annoying!” Requests are often made from patient’s side for an X ray or a Sonography or any other investigative procedure which the consulting physician might find totally irrelevant but chances are high that the doctor might get himself labeled as ‘bad’ if he doesn’t pay heed to the patient’s demands. And thus many a times unnecessary investigations are conducted for patient’s satisfaction and to ensure that he doesn’t lose faith in the doctor.
In rural set ups as I have discovered during my rotation, it is a common practice to at least prescribe multi vitamin tablets when patient comes with a condition which has no anatomical or physiological relation with the body but rather is purely psychogenic in nature just to ensure patient that the doctor is not a fool and can prescribe medications! The whole idea is that patient’s faith should not be lost.
This is precisely how the profession works. Treating the patient is important but ensuring that his faith in the system is maintained, that he doesn’t become a doubter and atheist when it comes to following his journey from a hospital ward to home, is perhaps more important because it would usher into a more fruitful doctor-patient relationship which would ultimately lead to faster recovery from illness. So, google all you want but please have faith on the medical man and his drug! Perhaps, faith is the ultimate placebo!

Monday, 1 August 2016

THE SUMMERS GONE BY..

THE SUMMERS GONE BY-
The sweet aroma of the unripe mangoes and the pleasant sight of the crimson gulmohor are enough evidences to herald the beginning of summer! ! Add to it the cool evening breeze and the melodious notes of cuckoo that it brings along and you can't resist yourself from drifting back in time to those years when you were still a little uniform clad school going kid, anxiously waiting for your dad to bring home the  'Aam ki peti' (box full of mangoes)!!
The season is still the same.
The mangoes still delight me.
The cuckoo still mesmerises me.
The evening breeze still enchants me.
Even as a wave of nostalgia grips me.
Life has moved on a bit too quickly, hasn't it?
And we have forgotten to celebrate the moments and believing in the magic that we used to when we were 6 year old kids.!!
And then the layers grew up and we buried that kid with our new found sophistication,  ego,  whims, the pseudo-etiquettes and culture  that we met on our way to manhood!! Wait! That kid is still alive in the deepest recesses of our heart! !
Let's open up,  can we?!
Another summer will have ended quickly even before we realize and the first rains will come pouring down again to invite us to dance and make those little paper-boats (kagaz ki kashti! )!!
Do we have the courage to meet that 6 year old kid,  again! ?
Or was growing-up an April fool joke that life played on us? ?

Wednesday, 29 June 2016

#NIGHTMARES

*#NIGHTMARES*

A kid just woke up with a start, his heart is racing; pounding almost. He had his worst nightmare. In it he saw his class teacher tearing apart his notebook for bad handwriting. Tomorrow in his school he has to submit his assignment.
A teenager too woke up, sweat all over his face. He had his worst nightmare. In it he saw he had failed to get admission to his favourite course. Tomorrow is the day merit list comes out.
A girl woke up too, gasping for air. She had her worst nightmare. In it she saw herself being tortured by her in laws. Tomorrow is the day, she is going to get married to a stranger whom she has met only once.

A soldier woke up too, he had his worst nightmare. In it he saw himself being killed by an enemy from behind. Tomorrow is the day he gets his marching orders on a new covert mission.

A footballer woke up too. He had his worst nightmare. In it he missed a simple penalty shoot. Tomorrow is the finals of the tournament. 

A surgeon woke up too. He had his worst nightmare. In it the surgery he performed went horribly wrong and ended up with fatal complications. Tomorrow is the day he is going to perform his first independent surgery!

The kid, the boy, the girl, the soldier, the footballer, the surgeon, all check their clocks. It says 2:00 AM. 

Their 'tomorrow' has already begun. In that moment of horror, sleep has eluded them and the fear has taken over. The fear of failure and guilt of not living up to expectations- in all probability bigger than any other failure known to man.
Growing up doesn't help, nightmares will continue and get worse, the kid will soon realize, neither do they stop even if you are the most well trained or the most skilled person in your field as surgeon and footballer will eventually realize. 
As stars twinkle and moonlight does a lonely dance, some people are awake, fighting their nightmares, their inner demons! It's just a nightmare, their brains try to trick their pounding hearts.  ''Soon the morning will overpower the night. The sun will mask the moon. And so they must too get up, face the world and mask their fears. They need to appear confident or else someone will take advantage of their fears. The darkness needs to be conquered and not surrendered to.'' Their brains tell them. If they are to be successful 'today', their brains must overpower their hearts.
Now you might wonder what is the need to write this up?
Well, there is something beautiful about the human heart in conflict with itself!!
- *Devashish Palkar*

Sunday, 29 May 2016

THE SUPERHUMAN ARJUNA

'THE SUPERHUMAN ARJUNA!''

It is 3016 AD. 
Arjuna stands there atop his chariot, the legends like Drona, his mentor and other senior statesmen stand in front of him.
Krishna, his charioteer and the god incarnate himself, is waiting with bated breath for Arjuna to flinch so that he can teach him the important philosophical lesson.
Arjuna looks at Krishna, guilt and fear building in his eyes and Krishna seizes the moment. 
He doesn't teach him the karma yoga and it's principles. He simply asks Arjuna to close his eyes and FORGET the past memories which are weighing him down and FORGIVE himself of the emotional burden of guilt that lies ahead! 
Obediently, Arjuna does as told.
And to his utter surprise, Arjuna draws out an arrow and unflinchingly aims at his opponents.
Mahabharata is over.
In one arrow, Arjuna has slayed both his opponents and humanity's biggest fear- to not be burdened by the emotional memories. He has now become the first SUPERHUMAN on the earth. 
Bhagwad Geeta was just about one thing- FORGET and FORGIVE.

Back to 2016 now.

I know what I just wrote above was a piece of fiction, a figment of my imagination.
But that's how i think Mahabharata would unfold if it were to be fought 1000 years from now.

In the latest episode of The Permanent Roommates titled, 'The Memories', Asrani who plays an old, ageing grandfather confesses that he always makes things difficult for those around him intentionally so that nobody remembers him fondly or cries for the memories when he is dead.

This forces me to wonder how we find it so difficult to forget things which no longer exist but keep playing on a loop in our brains and mostly these are things we should not keep reminding ourselves.
Are memories a blessing or a curse to homo sapiens? Of course, without memories we wouldn't have come this far in our evolutionary cycle and would have never established ourselves as the most supremely dangerous beast of the world.

But it has also had a deep impact on the way we look at life and the way we always keep  looking back and forth rather than the present, like the original Arjuna of the original Mahabharata.
The moments become memories and we become prisoners of this memory cage.
I am sure if superhumans are to arrive in the process of evolution, they will be robotic beings, with ability to erase the selected memories from their brains as per their own volition, like a computer does.
Of course, emotionally they will be far inferior to us, but spiritually, they will be far ahead of us, for they will know the true meaning of 'detachment' as Lord Krishna preached thousands of  years back in the original Mahabharata.
But, it might so happen that they will look back at us through our writings, movies, arts and wonder how amazing it would be to keep carrying some unwanted memories in the brain and yet live so meaningfully.
 Perhaps, they will not be able to express themselves as succinctly as we do; playing with the subtle emotions and flash back  of memories.
Will that existence be worth it or will it be too difficult to accept?
Given a chance, would we not want to be the emotionally detached super humans like the Arjuna of my story who can delete the emotional memories which bind us and weigh us down?
I think this must have been the same question which the apes must have ruminated(FORGIVE me for playing with theories of evolution!)- Would they want to give up their life style of playing and jumping around all day and risk going to schools and offices just for the development of what we call- the brain, to be the highest in the pecking order of evolutionary genetics?

Will the superhumans arrive and how different will they be from us, humans?
I think they will have minds like computer with an easy access to all the vital information and yet, the ability to delete negativity from weighing them down..
But hang on, can we be the superhumans today, in this same body?
The question is tough to answer, but we can give it a try.

''Focus on the present. This moment- now, has all the power!'' - Swami Vivekananda

- Devashish Palkar

Friday, 6 May 2016

''Like the unseasonal rains!''

''Like the unseasonal rains..''

In my parched existence,
You came like an unseasonal rainfall.
Riding on the pregnant dark clouds on that stormy day in May.
Poor peacock in my heart danced wildly thinking the rains had come early.
But you went, just as you came- Unheralded.
And left me drenched around the fresh scent of the very dust that I hated.
You came and I loved myself for the first time.
You left but I continued to love myself ever since..
With you was an affair that didn't last long but I will patiently wait for the seasonal rains in June..

- Devashish Palkar

Tuesday, 26 April 2016

Service To Man is Service to God



Service To Man is Service to God

Rabindranath Tagore in his Nobel prize winning book, Geetanjali writes-
“Leave this chanting and singing and telling of the beads,
Whom does thou worship in this lonely dark corner of the temple?
Open thy eyes and see thy god is not in front of thee!
He is there where the tiller is tilling the hard ground and where the path maker is breaking the stones.
He is with them in sun and shower and his garment is covered with dust.
Put off thou holy mantle and even like him come down on the dusty soil”
A very good afternoon to everyone present! Myself Devashish Palkar, an intern doctor working in Shree Krishna Hospital and I am here today to speak on the subject- SERVICE TO MAN IS SERVICE TO GOD!!
The search for the existence of god has perennially perplexed the human mind but in this beautiful poem, Rabindranath Tagore explains it succinctly that GOD RESIDES WITHIN EACH HUMAN BEING!!
Gandhiji had said, “Happiness resides in a poor man’s cottage and god in his heart! So, serving the man was equal to serving the god!”
If we abide by the ideology of Vedanta, every man is a reflection of his soul or atman which in turn is a reflection of Brahman , the creator himself.
A famous saint Rang Avadhut, conveyed the message of serving God amongst the human being by saying: “Paraspar devo bhav!”
If you classify animals by any classification, the list always ends with homo sapiens or in common parlance, we the men as the most evolved anatomically and physiologically.
And what better than serving the god’s most evolved creation?
Let’s turn the clock back to that era when Swami Vivekananda gave us this wonderful message.
It was a time when India’s greatest enemy, poverty was at its zenith which gave birth to blind faiths, discrimination, casteism and other forms of social evils.
It was a time when famines were more frequent vistors than rains a time when adulteration in all walks of life knew no bound and when landlords owned every piece of ground.
But as they say,''Cometh the hour, cometh the man!''
And thus it was the same time when metamorphosis of a prodigious boy Narendranath Dutt was taking place. The world came to know him as Swami Vivekananda.

Swami ji criss crossed the length and breadth of the country and discovered that though blind faith and false religious beliefs had left the masses downtrodden, they still had the same faith in God.
With this same faith, he attempted for spiritual unification as he believed- ''Just like all the rivers merge into one ocean, all religions lead to one god!''

He was a believer of the saying- ''Paropkaray punyay, papaay, parpidanam..'' meaning- ''Benevolence leads to bliss, malevolence leads to curse!''.
With this ideology of serving god by serving mankind, Ramakrishna Mission was founded on 1st May 1897.

It is only by the development of masses can India regain it's lost glory..
Sometimes, a poor man doesn't require sympathy, all he needs is a helping hand.
A hand that helps is better than the hand that prays..
So, if you really want to serve God, don't just sit in temples chanting mantras, and offering sweets and milk to the idol, instead feed it to the beggar outside the temple and god will be really happy.

Just like the electric current flows from higher to lower potential, similarly the people who have higher status in the society must come up and serve the lower sections of the society.
If the current just accumulates at the higher potential, then the bulb can't glow. Similarly, if all wealth and knowledge accumulate at hugher sections, the bulb of enlightenment will not glow and darkness will prevail.

We have many examples of people who dedicated  their lives to serve the mankind- Swami Vivekananda, Sai Baba, Mother Teresa, Mahatma Gandhi and many more.
Internationally too, we have had Melvin Jones, the founder of International Lions Club and how can we forget Henry-the Red Cross hero!?

These illustrious personalities taught us that- a candle loses nothing of its light by lighting another candle.
But in this era of highly competitive world, somewhere down the line, virtues of humanity and compassion have been overshadowed by ego and selfishness.
We say we are MANKIND, but are we really KIND to each other?

A famous Gujarati poet Meen Piyasi has beautifully written-
''Parmatma to pehlu puchhse
Koi nu sukh dukh puchyu'tu? 
Aa dardbhari duniya ma jai ne,
Koi mu aansu luchyu' tu?''

Mother Teresa said- ''In the end you will be judged not by your degrees and diplomas but by the question-''I was hungry and you fed me. I was naked and you clothed me.. I was homeless, you took me in..''
Friends- it's up to us how we answer this question, how we carry the torch of enlightenment and message of service forward. The onus is upon us.
And I believe, we, as doctors have an amazing opportunity to put these words into practice..Let's serve the mankind, let's heal the wounds and thereby let’s serve the god himself..

Thank you for reading.

Random thoughts: WHAT ARE WE REALLY?

What are we really?
Social animals who tuck the headphones in our ears and prefer solitude when in a bus and curse the loneliness when night falls and sleep eludes us.

What are we really?
So reluctant to change that we live the same year of our life every year.
So delicate that we pray for rain in the summer and for sun in the winter.

What are we really?
Lonely creatures loitering our way through on the face of earth in search of someone with whom we can share our stories?

What are we really?
We crave for friendships and yet we betray.
We crave for peace and yet we build missiles.

What are we really!?
We want to love and be loved and yet we are afraid it might never last forever.

What are we really?
Foolish mortal beings who are tempted to believe that anything can last forever!?

What are we really?

- Devashish Palkar
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